Monday, August 04, 2008

I Am Sad :(

I woke up this morning and noticed some spotting---I called my Doctor and he told me to come in---I came in and he checked me and then sent me to have an ultra sound-- I am so very sorry to say I am having a miscarriage---He asked me if I wanted to go into the hospital and have a D&C or just go home and have it naturally--I chose to go to home--so here I am--I feel numb--and so very sad---I am completely putting this in Gods hands because I know he knows best--I am just so very sad right now---I am sorry to have to have posted this and I feel so bad for the pain I hear in my husbands voice---I love you God and know you are doing what is best. I am so very thankful for the three beautiful children I do have--but I am so very sad :*(

Thank you for listening it helps to type it out.

39 comments:

Shirla said...

I'm so sorry to read this. {{{{Julieann, Kevin and family}}}}}

Jill said...

Julieann, I am so sorry for your loss.

Chrissy said...

oh julieann - (((HUGS)))

I'm so very sorry. I'm praying for the peace that passes all understanding to cover you and your family right now...

Tracy said...

Oh Julieann! My heart is breaking for you. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to cry. Sure, your husband is hurting too, but you need not feel guilty. Be sure to rest, and take care of yourself. This isn't an easy process. Mentally or physically. ( I know firsthand.) I'm praying for you.

Steph said...

Julieann, I am so very sorry! ((((((HUGS))))))) I am lifting you and your family up in prayer today.

Jodi said...

((Julieann)) ~ I am so sorry my friend.

Kristina said...

Oh Darling...my heart is breaking for you. I will keep you in my prayers. Continue to look to Him for support and strength, my dear, He can see you through this.

Kristina

Jackie said...

Julieann I am so sorry for your loss. I know firsthand what you are going through too. Make sure you get plenty of rest. It can take a while to recover from a miscarriage both physically and mentally.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and Kevin.
Jackie

Gail said...

{{{{{{{{{{{{Julieann}}}}}}}}}}}}]] You have friends from all across the country,myself included,praying for you right now.I am sorrier than I can say.
[fishiewoo from kf]

Kitty said...

Julieann, I am so, so very sorry to hear this heartbreaking news... I am praying for you and your family... (((gentle hugs)))

Just Me- ET said...

Oh Sweetie, I am so sorry {{{Juliann}}}}

Lisa in Texas = ) said...

Junlieann~
I am so sorry to hear what you guys are going through. Keep holding onto God for strength. He will carry you through.
Lisa in Texas = )

Doberlady said...

Julieann- I am so sorry to hear that :( My prayers are with you and your family.

Joyce said...

Julieann, I'm so sorry. My thoughts are with you.

Rhonda in OK said...

I am sad too, and so sorry!
may God bless you and keep you in His care.

Sondra said...

God planted a new flower today
A rose bud ready to bloom
It was so soft and delicate
But He decided it was too soon
He took it back to heaven to grow
He knew it needed his touch
So, why oh why I wonder
Does all this hurt so much?
I know you are happy now
And waiting for me when I die
Please little one know that I love you
And this is not our final goodbye.....
(((hugs Julieann))) I am deeply saddened by your loss

Anonymous said...

Julieanne,
God Bless you and your family during this time and always.
(Brenda from KF)

Swansong said...

Oh Julieann,

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. (((Julieann and family))) Please know ours thoughts are with you and we love you!!!

cantalyssa said...

I am so very sorry.

Maria said...

Julianne.

Oh dear sweet friend , I'm so very sorry for you and your family's loss. My heart breaks for all of you. I do know there is a plan that we may not know right now, but it doesn't lessen the loss or the pain. Please take gentle care of yourself.

Praying for you.
Maria

Mrs.Ruiz said...

sorry about your loss

Lisa@UnexpectedJourney said...

Oh, Julieann, I'm so sorry. Sending warm hugs to you and your family. May you feel the Father's loving arms around you as you go through this. And you have lots of buddies ready to lift you up in prayer!

Anonymous said...

Julieann...I am so sorry for your loss. You are such a sweet soul and I enjoy reading your blog. I even tried on a sundress today for the FIRST time in my life after reading all your blogs about how they make you feel so feminine! (((((hugs)))))

Tiany said...

My heart aches for you as I know exactly what you are going through, I have been there more then once and it is NEVER easy. I am so very sorry, please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers!

(((Hugs)))
Tiany

Beautifuly Created said...

I'm so sorry to hear that (((((((hugs)))))).

deezie said...

Oh no Julieann!!! I am so so sorry this is happening to you. I will be praying for you, this is a hard time but you will get through it.
The exact same thing happened to me 2 years ago, and I chose to go home too. Please take care of yourself Julieann. God bless you during this time
deezie

Anonymous said...

Oh Julieann,
I am so very sorry to learn of this news. It is another of those things in life that isn't understood on this side. We too have suffered loss. It doesn't ever go away, but time does help.
May the Father strengthen you as your family, but particularly you, walk through this valley.
May you experience the Comfort of the Almighty.
Sharing your sorrow, and sending you love,
Jen

picketfencemom said...

Dear Juliann,
I'm so sorry! I've had two miscarriages myself, and it hurts. And it doesn't matter how many other children you have, this baby was so special and loved by y'all...and priceless in God's eyes!
I'm sending you a great big hug...and I'm uplifting you in prayer!
Many blessings and lots of hugs,
Amy O.
picketfencemom

Caroline said...

Juliann,
((((((Hugs))))))
I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that there are many prayers going up for you and your family.

Caroline

Anonymous said...

My heart breaks for you and I hope for your healing to begin soon.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry to hear this, Julieann. Wishing peace and healing to you and yours.

LauraSM from KF

Anonymous said...

Julieann, big gentle hugs and prayers being sent to you and your family. {{{Julieann}}}

SoberCamel (MJ) from KF

DeNiece Barnes said...

Oh JulieAnn, I have been away from my computer taking a blogging break to spend time with my family and i just logged on today, i am so sorry for your loss, i have been there and i understand how you are feeling, I will ask God to give you and your family peace, and i want you to know that the Lord loves you and he is right there with you in one of your sadest times, i will continue to up lift your name to our father God, Hugs and kisses i will be sending with my prayers.

Rebecca said...

Julieanne, I am so very sorry. Prayers for you and your family. (((((gentle hugs))))

Rebecca

Catherine said...

Julieanne, I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.
Hugs,
Catherine

Cherish the Home said...

Oh Julieann--I'm so very sorry....

{{{Gentle Hugs}}}
~Michele

Kathi said...

Oh Julieann, I'm so so sorry and so sad too. Oh you sweet dear momma. I will be praying for you. Kathi

Sharon said...

Dear Julieann,

I am so sorry about your news. I just learned about this tonight when my sister came to visit she told me about your miscarriage. I am so, so, so sorry. It must have been so difficult for you. My heart goes out to you and my prayers go up for you. May God bless you and comfort you at this time.

A big hug with a kiss on your forehead,

Sharon

Sharon said...

Dear Julieann,

I am so sorry about your news. I just learned about this tonight when my sister came to visit she told me about your miscarriage. I am so, so, so sorry. It must have been so difficult for you. My heart goes out to you and my prayers go up for you. May God bless you and comfort you at this time.

A big hug with a kiss on your forehead,

Sharon